dream segment from sunday:
i'm standing, alongside other swimmers who are lined up to my left and to my right. each of us is standing on a small white towel, about several inches (maybe a foot) away from what looks like the concrete edge of a pool. i'm focused looking at our leg and feet positions...everyone seems to know how to start, but i'm uncertain of the right start position. i am moving my legs and feet trying to find a comfortable but appropriate position for my feet, looking at others' to get an idea of how to start. but since everyone's positions are not entirely uniform, i try to place my feet in a way that feels right for me. whilst doing so, i am aware of how close i am, while getting in my position, to the edge, being careful not to touch the water before the competition begins. only a second after this note of cautiousness on my part, the sign of the competition beginning is signaled. everyone jumps into the water, as do i, somewhat sloppily in form. i am aware that everyone around me seems to be trained or confident in what they are doing and that i am not. we are all swimming in what at first appears to be a pool but branches out into what looks like an ocean or other vast natural body of water. not long after we have begun, i am thinking that there is no way that i can win the competition, but i really want to try and do so.
i don't remember if much happened between swimming and reaching the shore, but eventually, i do reach the shore of an island-like place. there are people waiting there, non-competitors, including a bunch of my friends. i'm the first one on the shore, because i won! i'm walking around on the first floor of an open courtyard area of a small, two-story, plaza-like building, shaded by trees. i am picking out hello kitty-shaped candies that are moon-shaped and colored a deep blue hue. i'm told to do so, because it is my prize for winning the competition. being estranged from hello kitty at my "mature" age in waking life, i suddenly am fully confronted with and embracing the fact that "i really do like hello kitty!" i'm pretty sure ashley is one of the friends there, or that i thought of her at that moment. funny.
Monday, October 1, 2007
swim competition...prize: hello kitty candy
Labels:
happiness,
hello kitty,
modesty,
success,
support,
swim competition,
water
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2 comments:
wow, what a beautiful dream j!!! and you're right about hello kitty, of course :D I will never be too old!!
I really like how in the beginning it sounds like (isn't it funny how dreams are so subjective?) maybe your race is with the world and your struggle to try and be like everyone else, at least in your "form", and then at some point you break away and go after your goals and don't get discouraged, and end up winning! its so hopeful. it sounds like youre finding joy in choosing your own path, and I love how you said the people waiting for you on the island are non-competitors and your friends, I think theres so much meaning in that!
the hello kitty candies are just the frosting on the cake!!
I couldn't agree more with Ashley! What a positive note to end your dream on:) rock on hello kitty!
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