breakup night

In the early hours of Tuesday, I dreamt...

...that I asked my brother E if our older brother C really loved P (his first girlfriend). I asked E, as if it was relevant to the times (though it was years ago in waking life), "Did he truly love her?" E said "Yeah, he did." I felt confused that such love could go badly or end and felt pain inside me and said to him, "I feel like a child of divorced parents...This hurts..."

...Henry and Betty from TV show "Ugly Betty" were separating in front of my eyes (not on TV). I think the breaking up was elaborate, but I don't remember the details, just the emotions! Basically, unlike in the TV show where the two are trying to salvage their love and relationship while they still have time together, I dreamt they were coming to an end with no bittersweet time together. It was this stretched out, long, hurting separation that was really painful to watch. I kept on trying to figure out desperately "How can they get back together?" but it was beyond my control and I watched them in a painful, distant separation...

I also dreamt some non-breakup related things, most of which related to old times, people from the past and were confusing...Ugly Betty was probably the most relevant, time-wise, element to my dream. But I'll leave this post with just the breakups.